still here...
March 27, 2005 -- 11:28 p.m.

wow... fucking finally! diaryland finally let's me update. i'm still alive, lol. and wow, SOOOOOOOOO much stuff has happened since i came back from canada! i've actually started a new diary since diaryland doesn't seem to be a very reliable place anymore. it's always down and never let's me update. i just don't know if i'm gonna let it be open, or keep it as a personal diary and let this one still be my open diary. it's just, there are people who want to read my diary, but i don't want them to read some of the stuff i've posted from a while ago involving guys.

i'm tired, and i have LOTS to say, so i think i'll save it until another day. just thought i'd say i'm still around. things are alright. they'll work out. write more later...